|
|
profile
journal
tagbox
misc
~~ Time never stops.. ~~ Profile
I love sleeping and dreaming.
Full Name : Alexandra Cabantog Mondares Nicknames: Alex, Xandra, Dra. Hometown: Antipolo City, Rizal, Philippines Date Of Birth: January 5, 1995 School: St. Clare Science Highschool: Senior Zodiac Sign: Capricorn Religious Views: Full Gospel: Born Again I do a good job of blocking painful, unnecessary things from my memory. It was nice to be alone, not to have to smile and look pleased; a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape.Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Like gravity I'll be unstoppable.
Summer na, bakit ganon pa?
4.14.2011 , 4/14/2011 10:55:00 PM
↑
It really bugs me.
Aywan ko ba kung bakit, pag hindi ako nagbubukas ng facebook ko or anything na account ko na kung saan friend kita, eh, sobra akong hindi mapalagay. Hindi ko kasi alam yung mga nangyayari sa paligid ko na sobrang gusto kong makita kung ano ang nangyayari at natatakot akong baka hindi na ganun. Seriously, i cannot sleep well kapag hindi kita nakakausap. At sobra sigurong masakit lalo pang ngayon na hindi tayo nagkakausap or nagkakaabot sa chat. Kung magkaabot lang tayo, siguro yun ay sa inbox lamang sa facebook at, hindi ko mawari kung talagang ganun pa rin. It's just that, things have changed. Parang nawala yung sweetness. Hindi na yung sweet na V ang nakakausap ko, kundi yung, tamad na V na. I dunno. It's like, hindi ko alam ung feelings ko na sobrang lungkot ko na hindi ko alam kung bakit gusto kong umiyak but there's no tears falling from my eyes. Parang utter silence na ayokong makipag-usap, gusto ko nang huwag magonline pero may pumipigil saken. Na gusto ko siyang makita. :/ Perfect, nice song sa karaoke. -- but then again..." Weird huh? Looks like nag-iiba ang ihip ng hangin, LUMALAMIG ata? Eh summer na?... Giniginaw na kasi ako pag nahahampas ako ng malakas na hangin. Tagboard
|